Not such a good day yesterday
Other than that though I’m doing good. Weigh in Friday! (Startin weight: 213/ last weigh in: 209)
Had my cheat meal
Goobers
Sour patch kids
Macaroni
& hot pockets.
I’ll do it again next Saturday but in the meantime it’s 1600 cals a day :) & I’m following it up with 50 oz of water + a run at midnight. Dedication, determination, disclipline!
Fitblr community! REBLOG this if you are 20-25 years old! I need some adults to follow in this joint!
Tomorrow I will stay on track. I will eat good. I will not binge. I will feel good. I wont let myself do it. The only thing gained from binging is weight and fat and feeling horrible. I don’t need that. The food is not worth it. Not worth the horrible feelings that come along with it.
I pledge to do this tomorrow aswell. One day at a time.
I used to think it was just inherently impossible for me to reach my UGW, I even purposefully told myself it was impossible because I would have rather failed and felt safe in my self-hatred than risked trying and falling on my ass. I finally realized that the only thing between me and my dream body is the idea that failing is comfortable. The only thing it takes to overpower it is to not give up. Kicking ass is my new comfortable.
This is my entire life. The fear of failure has kept me back from finishing college, going after that job I wanted, trying to be a performer, starting a band and a MILLION other things.
For the first time in my life, I won’t let it keep me from having the body I want.
